the end of all that

another man
not mad visibly
but maybe madness is just life anyway
and some of us babble
and some of us give lectures
he walks with his dog, and kind of dances a little
out of complications with the knees or hip?
or out of the soul?
I can see how life can be long
and I can see where life will seem short
If I am the last to go
It will seem as if everything was just yesterday
If I go first
It will be too painful to think about all the things that could have happened
hopefully, there won't being any time to think about them and it'll be
bang
and then the end of all that