Gray

Blistering evening, take me
the still California evening
carrying all the souls to their happiness or gloom
it is a gray night and I am locked into it with everybody else
for now
I remember feeling like this before
I don't remember when exactly
just remember feeling this way
both happy and sad
in between depression
and hope for the future
floating
somewhere on the plane between
living
and dying
gray evening, don't go dark on me just yet
I need to see in order to feel